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There is a game called Heroclix, which is little superhero figures beating the crap out of each other. I have played it a few times, and it's OK, but hasn't really grabbed me. However...

they just came out with figures of Dr. Doom and Doombots!
These, I may have to get....

I went to therapy with Diviner today, and we went over her notes of when I started therapy with her, almost exactly five years ago. It was interesting to hear how much had changed, and yet how some issues still remained core one's for me. Apparently, I had self-esteem problems and used humor to compensate. Also, it seems that I felt I should accomplish more than I have, and that I was really afraid of messing up in relationships with friends and especially with lovers.

And I gamed too much. :)

Now... that's not quite me. For one thing, I am struggling with despair as I was then. For another, I am becoming more comfortable about how I read other people, with relaxing with other people, and in accepting myself.

It's almost enough to give a boy some hope, even if I do have some way to go. :)

Oh, and check out the following bizarre site I heard about from Moby's weblog:

http://blackpeopleloveus.com