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Sep. 13th, 2012 01:59 amI have been coming to terms with the realization that, because of my depression and ADD, I'll likely never have kids. It's too easy for me to get derailed from basic life activities, like laundry and dishes and cooking, etc. That's a problem when I'm a single guy in my 40s, living alone. Were I responsible for a small child, not taking care of business could be disastrous.
Maybe I'll meet the right woman and it will all work out, but I don't feel any hope on that score at this point.
On a related note:
( In which I mope about HER again. )
I think my next goal is to work up some check lists for what I want my life to be like. I need to plan for the rest of my days alone. I may get married again, but I think it wiser to make plans based on where I am, not where I hope to be.
Maybe I'll meet the right woman and it will all work out, but I don't feel any hope on that score at this point.
On a related note:
( In which I mope about HER again. )
I think my next goal is to work up some check lists for what I want my life to be like. I need to plan for the rest of my days alone. I may get married again, but I think it wiser to make plans based on where I am, not where I hope to be.