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In about five minutes, an oral surgeon named Dr. Garlick will be ripping out all my wisdom teeth. I find that I am on the verge of snappishness because I'm nervous. I wish I knew what the fuck happened to the Valium I was supposed to take. It's not in the drawer where I put it two months ago. I have no recollection of moving it, nor did I have any reason to do so. Neither did M. It's a complete fucking mystery and it's pissing me off so much. I can't tell if the anger is a helpful distraction or not. I certainly don't want to take it out on the folks here. And this cherry topical shit tastes awful and novacai e fucking hurts and my hands are starting to shale so I thhink I'm going to stop now.
See you all later.
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Date: 2009-09-18 08:59 pm (UTC)Dental fuckery is how I found out that Valium has utterly no effect on me, so there's a wee chance it would have done nothing for ya anyway. I don't know if that's comforting or not, since the stress of not having it probably added to the anxiety, but I figured I'd share? May your recovery be full of delicious smoothies and shakes!
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Date: 2009-09-18 10:28 pm (UTC)I feel slightly sick to my stomach right now. It's been 20 minutes since I took the first of the pain pills, and it still kind of hurts. Hopefully the icepack will help.
One these days, I'll find the little valium pill, and I'll try it out some afternoon, and see what it's like.
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Date: 2009-09-19 12:40 am (UTC)Feel better soon!